All grown up...Now what???

As children we dream of what we can do when we grow up. We even
play to be what we think would be fun to do as grown ups. But, what happen if we forget what we wanted to be when we grow up? I remember all the dreams I had. I wanted to be a Post Woman. I thought driving around and giving out mail would be such fun. What happen to the life plan of having nine children? I had it all planned out as a
child.... two set of twins...each named, what they would be like and how they would just love to help me. lol I remember now that dream ended after natural childbirth with Samantha. What were we thinking that no drugs was a good way to get a 6 to 8 pound little person out of us.And it was a good idea. Ok, so I gave up that dream myself.
So, here I am almost hitting 48 and wondering...what can I be? I love being a Mom. What an honor that God has trusted me with two of his daughter, Samantha and Miranda. I also thank God that he knew two was enough for me. Another dreams comes to mind...why am I living in here and not up in the mountains? Where are my garden of veggies and flower gardens? I want to live where tree grew higher then the cloudys. Where the water of melted snow could be seen and heard from my bedroom window. I could sit on our big porch and listen to the sound of music played by the man I was in love with.
I wonder...is it ever to late to start dreaming again and still becoming the person we wanted to be?

What happens if you forget what you wanted to be when you grow up?

Miranda going to see Dr See on Friday

We have given Miranda sometime to see if her medication was going to help her
enough so she would not have to have surgery. It looks like she will still need it.
On Friday we will go and talk with her Dr. who is just wonderful. She knows so
much and is so kind. We are blessed to have found her. Please keep her in your
prayers. I will post when I know more.
Thank you.